hng

mood no good la now!!!

hng hng!!!

what i want i also don't know la!!!

there is no reason for some one to angry until like this.

already almost crazy.how come so many problems appear in same time 

and don't know the way to solve? 

my mind is totally blank now..

what should i do now? 

and what the way i need to take? 

what situation i have right now?

i know it..guai guai is not my style.. 

and i am not suit to it.. isn't it? 

back to night secret life..

that's my relax way i think..

i am a complicated girl.. 

just let me, i stil know how to control!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

canot ask who can rescue me..

because what the answer i can get sure is..

if u don't want rescue own self sure nobody can help u..

right? 

huh....

shit mood suck mood sun mood......

cameron highland 14/06 - 15/06

 

good happy hour if dont want think about the working time..

hahaha...why i said like this.?

it is so long time i didn't hang out with friends..

i am so happy!!so great!!

after the working time on saturday..

we went to friend's house took bath..

then direct go the lovely Cameron Highland..haha

how say why we choose the Cameron Highland?

it's a short story here..

we considering to ship 1st..

then don't know why suddenly say want CH..

then said want Sunday early morning 5am..

and considering for breakfast at Bukit Merah..

then..say say say..

suddenly change mind decide to after working...

chehgong.. 

i have to postpone again the appointment with the saloon...huh..

k stop the considering story.. 

i like to sleep in the car..wuhoo..

i don't know where's the starting point to sleep until i woke up..

enjoy what... 

then..nothing special to this journey la actually..

just enjoy the night in the house..

one CIRVAS settled by 4 girls and 1 guy.

then mix with the beer...

cool..and i drunk crazy..

sleep like hell and piggy..

and the next day the guy cant eat the delicious steamboat..

pity him..and us..we have to settle all the ingredients.. 

what activities you can do at CH?

buy vege, buy sweetcorn, buy tomatoes and buy strawberry?

haha..like aunt.. 

oh..i still buy a strawberry pillow..

i love it so much..haha.. 

3 girls same car pillow? hahaha...

i get injured during when we at tea farm ><

my thigh black green because of the cute tea tree..

haha..my friend kena bigger size than me at the same tea tree..

cruel tree.. 

round round round ....

and i can tell u Taiping safari PUI CAO NUA ar...

like shit...waste time waste money..

the entrance fee better can be the dinner fee ar....

now just can eat hokkein mee wantan mee at roadside ar..

a memorable day for me..since i  enter this company.. 

good right? 

appreciate the time when we are together.

 

cool life

hey...i start a new life again..

yup..come bless me..

should i appreciate? yes.i should..

the one can help me to escape from before mind..

and start a different life..

is the only and the best one..

thank you my hubby...

totally different the style the pattern the way u treat me..

and i feel glad to meet you..

thank you my hubby...

for my real mind..

i cant so fast accept this..

too fast too rush too suddenly..

i told you already..give me some time..

i can do it and do the best..

thank you my hubby...

be the back woman of a man...

u though very easy meh..

i already learn to be diam diam girl..

but you want me to control..

a challenge for me..

and..

what you want me to do..

a few hard for me neh..

be the different one? for you? for me?

i try la..may be also is the one of the ways for forget before it.

thank you my hubby...

what can i say to this story is..

Loyalty To Your Man.

again..guai guai life for me?  

nope.. i dont think so..

i dont think so i can recover so fast..

a good staff deep influence my CUTE life..

and now...

yup.. 

i will enjoy the life..

my cool life..

the resign letter

what the thing i scare the most.

finally come true.

what the suck resign letter i finally get it from my staff.

about time? no.i don't think so.

i know is the other reason.

my mind still blank now.

oh my god i don't know what to say now.

can i say i m not allow? 

please keep back the resign letter.

how come the suddenly good attack for me.

how come? 

i already didn't to care.

is not trust full or totally trust.

i just scare to care it.

good.you done a good job for me.

oh no.i am not ok now.

i really don't know what to do in short time now.

run away?u think i can make it?

my hand still shaking now.

i need it. and will do it.

don't care. give me time. 

please forgive me what i done in tonight. 

really won't think so i am ok...

come back.can?

what the hell family background

it is a long time question in my mind already.

is it family background can effect a pair of couple?

how come for a couple broke down cause of the damn cute reason

' my parents not allow because of your family background'

or ' my parents don't like you' .

whats wrong to be together but need to care the family background?

it is marry because the parent? or because your own heart?

is it the parents have the right to control own child to choose the good family background girl friend or boy friend?

what the century now already?

what the suck thing is still under control of parentttsss...or fammiillyy....

no..it is the freedom!

the freedom to make friend.

the freedom to choose the partner.

the freedom to do anything what you like.

if really is said as family background is important for a pair of couple..

that's too pity..lots of people are lonely.

if really need to care about this question.

it's for me,also not suit to find a boy friend right? is that the meaning?

alright.i know it own self too.

i am sorry.

but.! don't forget what's your qualification.. you are also the bad apple.

don't think your family background clean as white paper.

no. i don't think so.then what the fuck reason to reject the girl..

is your luck to have the one accept your child..

what the bullshit reason to hate..kao!

huh..such like a kepo har me..

but it is related to me.

i already know my own self business.. and wont to touch it.

but she different. haiz..what the sad case.

any way.i bless you.it's your test to get him.

"family is not the point to make a couple break up." Venus.

human life is beginning

after 2 weeks be the worm....

finally..tomorrow i get to work again!!!!

sien la....my holidays just leave 5hours only...

quit from worm, start be human==

no more holidays ><''

yes! i enjoyed my holidays! 

i love my short holidays!!!!!

i can finally do what i want..

but spent alot!!what the suck money la.....

done? hmhm.......lazy say..let it pass...

gt happy gt angry gt sad gt stupid == 

one of the important point is...

i don't know drunk how many time== ?

seen no gua...wuhoo...

i good girl liao de leh........

i such like keep talk nonsense here...pointless at all....

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

k....a story here...

start an activity secretly..less people know..

ask me enjoy or not? 

yup! quite enjoy...because it is my 1st time,  low key until like hell ==

it's doesn't matter...

i wan see is it can pass 3 months?

i hope is...and long time long time.

today is.....1st month anniversary...hehe...

not i really remember it..it sudden realize eh lo... dun haoleng...

hm....alot stories... 2 world...and not stable...

but.....

hm....try the best to not influenced by you. 

i think i start care about you already ><''' 

no good no good.............. 

change for you?or change to my ownself....

gambatte neh!!! 

 

where are you?doing what?

beside got people? gal or guy? really? confirm?

eat boi?eat what?full?

gt miss me bo? how deep miss? 

tomorrow i want MOVIE WITH YOU!!!

miss crazy

worm day

in my holiday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it is my new life d..

no need work no need study!

and a time to leave from it.

today already is 5th day..

every day is interesting day.

1st Apr my first time driving at nite from penang to home alone..

wuhoo...so cikek...i still scare to the blind spot la. but everything ok..

2nd day in apr.saturday nite. lagi hiong!

accident! midnite 3.30, on the way from penang to friend house.

110km/hr corner. behtiok.

car crash people nothing.lucky! god bless us.

3th day, movie at sunway somore with friend..

then snooker in a lame hot shop, then laksa in pasar malam with my.....haha.. friend.

4th apr. i hate myself..

i clear whole day. and i tough sure is an interesting day.

but disappointed.

whole day is sleep then eat then watch tv then playing game then sleep then eat.

shit day la like this....

sigh...BTW, i enjoy my free time la.... yes!

5th apr. today. i feel so sad and sorry.

we lost a beloved friend. 

like a crowed day in penang today.

an active, cute, keat, nice look boy,

leaving us and go to another world.

may be we are not so close.

may be you still can't remember who i am.

saw you piggy sleeping look in red.

listened to your legend in red.

your look and image already stamped in my mind.

i tough still can listen to you.

but...

i cant believe it that happen to you.

feel sad to hear that and feel so sorry.  

R.I.P my dear friend.